Friday, March 31, 2006

just decided to blog after some blog hopping. i m still procrastinating. bleh. i better go do my chem cus if i fail my test my moms not gonna let me go for sf. i m super proud of the first econs worksheet i did. thank God! lol i got full marks!

oh wells. i think i just spent the last half an hour reading through entries and another half yesterday reading more. haha. i love doing it la. heh. very interesting la. you know its like u flip an unfinished book open, and u read the pages. its like u have read the latter parts and not the former. den u see the progression. den in this blog i read. i just feel its a great testimony of how God works.

i dun really know how to put it in words la. and even thou u tell me not to dig into ur archives. but its more of an inspiration den u think. so dun delete it. heh.

it just made me think alot la. i think too much. perhaps. oh wells. but its really a story, parallels, for some, volumes, for some, chapters, for some, just pages. but no matter wad. its really bout how God uses this person we know. how God draws us near to Him. how He fills that void in our souls. how we feel so loved. how we entrust our lives in to His hands. how he takes each and every broken piece and puts them together. how He mends the cracks. how He fills us up. how we run over.

how we used to rave and rant bout sunday service, saturday cell groups. how we truly wanted others to experience Him the way we did. how we cried out and longed for His presence. the joy we felt when we spoke in tongues for the first time. the sense of mystery yet pleasure when we trembled in the Holy Spirit. the day to day revelation.

den we let ourselves out of His hands. the clay made damp and moist by the Spirit . dried up. our love grows cold. cracks reappear. we fall apart all over again.

"Then I went down to the potter`s house, and there he was, making something at the wheel. And the vessel that he made of clay was marred in the hand of the potter; so he made it again into another vessel, as it seemed good to the potter to make."
-Jeremiah 18:3-4

let Him take control all over again.

go back. go back to that first love.

I waited patiently for the LORD;
And He inclined to me,
And heard my cry.
He also brought me up out of a horrible pit,
Out of the miry clay,
And set my feet upon a rock,
And established my steps.
He has put a new song in my mouth-
Praise to our God;
Many will see it and fear,
And will trust in the LORD.
-Psalm 40:1-3

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